And then sometimes in-between it(s) you get this.

And then sometimes in-between it(s) you get this.



Things been strange. So here’s an offering from my battle rap alter-ego:
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You think you can rain down hard on me??? No.
You lose, you lose again,
I drive jump then score late,
Why’d you even begin?
I’m from the NW, I reign.
You walk, I hike,
You’re Scottie, I’m Mike,
You sink, I swim,
Kid U shouldn’t have skipped that Y lesson,
I sound better than cheese tastes,
You, sound off,
I’m grade A cubed,
You should just buzz off,
Splash up off of me rain, don’t you know I’m the Boom-Rang,
I’ll Aikido flip it back to you
And make your heart clang,
I’m like that year Griffey Jr. and Sr. played together,
I’m Kurosawa good,
A Kobe beef slider, pick-up rider, big strider-
My mind’s getting tighter & tighter & tighter
In this box think I’m a Tyson fighter,
But Tyson’s crazy so maybe I should bounce,
Got a baby to feed, like ounce after ounce.
Boom-Rang. Time.

And these stories help grow me/we, they have power. Stories somehow all threaded, from those no longer with us to us still around, to the ones yet to come all tangled up. I won’t try to unravel them, just proud to be part of the knot.

PHOTO by Richard Rockwell
Yes.

when they’re not crying.

Was sent a picture of the amber-yellow tents from SDA Camp Meeting & the image/senders made my brain smell way back & then think about Pronto-Pups and Ball-Tag which sparked a memory of the gymnasium and the huge blue tarp for protecting the basketball court during the meetings which made me think of informal soccer games & this kid Taco who came every year & I wonder if that was really his name or if he’s alive now or if Water-Weenies are still a thing. Then I hear the songs & prayers flood back & always near seems to be this youth leader with an acoustic guitar. At some point there is going to be a fire.
And I already know it’s not the same thing, but since I’m at Stommish Water Festival hosted by Lummi Nation, I get the picture on my phone & make all sorts of connections. Because the paddle races/cultural celebration are annual & I witness shaved ice & tents & families who’ve been coming for years I see all these similarities & feel momentarily we are all related because who doesn’t like a corn-feed or revival. There is a sense at both Camp Meeting and Stommish that at any moment a teenager could get their heart broken or a man might find power beyond himself for the first time. And it’s hard not to relate em’ when you imagine tribal members heart beating their drums & dancing under the same big tent as the youth leader who strums guitar in a ceremony where the Chief and Pastor trade vegetarian hot dogs and fry bread.

I can relate to or at least see a piece of myself in that storm-filled-guy glimpsed walking down Samish. Couldn’t make out words, was driving too fast, but he was pointing and yelling directly at me/everything. Chemically imbalanced or soul out of balance I wasn’t sure, but he was spitting.
I can also imagine the potential of me in the Mayor or Chris Cornell.
Without looking too hard I can see myself wearing ten year old taped-up sneakers or brand new leather Danners.
I am not above/below it. A choice or turn or two here or there –> a support or influence absent along the way and –> my landing spot’s not clear.
Am here right now about to press send and I’m either underachieving or doing a great job keeping it together.
