Track 43

Was sent a picture of the amber-yellow tents from SDA Camp Meeting & the image/senders made my brain smell way back  & then think about Pronto-Pups and Ball-Tag which sparked a memory of the gymnasium and the huge blue tarp for protecting the basketball court during the meetings which made me think of informal soccer games & this kid Taco who came every year & I wonder if that was really his name or if he’s alive now or if Water-Weenies are still a thing.   Then I hear the songs & prayers flood back & always near seems to be this youth leader with an acoustic guitar. At some point there is going to be a fire.

And I already know it’s not the same thing, but since I’m at Stommish Water Festival hosted by Lummi Nation, I get the picture on my phone & make all sorts of connections.  Because the paddle races/cultural celebration are annual & I witness shaved ice & tents & families who’ve been coming for years I see all these similarities & feel momentarily we are all related because who doesn’t like a corn-feed or revival. There is a sense at both Camp Meeting and Stommish that at any moment a teenager could get their heart broken or a man might find power beyond himself for the first time.  And it’s hard not to relate em’ when you imagine tribal members heart beating their drums & dancing under the same big tent as the youth leader who strums guitar in a ceremony where the Chief and Pastor trade vegetarian hot dogs and fry bread.

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Track 42

I can relate to or at least see a piece of myself in that storm-filled-guy glimpsed walking down Samish. Couldn’t make out words, was driving too fast, but he was pointing and yelling directly at me/everything. Chemically imbalanced or soul out of balance I wasn’t sure, but he was spitting.

I can also imagine the potential of me in the Mayor or Chris Cornell.

Without looking too hard I can see myself wearing ten year old taped-up sneakers or brand new leather Danners.

 

I am not above/below it. A choice or turn or two here or there –> a support or influence absent along the way and –> my landing spot’s not clear.

 

Am here right now about to press send and I’m either underachieving or doing a great job keeping it together.

 

AJ 4s

 

 

Track 41

We have an IKEA dresser and an antique stool.
We have Boppy pillows and Mexican spurs.
We have a copper plate, and a paper one.
We have fuzzy dice dangerously close to Tibetan prayer flags.
We have garlic and Orangina.
We have vinyl records, cassettes, CDs and digital->  We play Dixie Chicks and Beastie Boys.
We have imported olive oil and Butt Paste.
We have pottery made by family next to a Lighting McQueen kiddo-cup.
We have more cheap sunglasses and board games than needed, but we’ll take more.
We have two cowboy hats, four soccer jerseys, and one pair of light-up shoes.
We have Miles Davis hiding in our cupboard,
and you and I should know this even when we’re not here.